Monday, December 20, 2010

30 Day Challenge:: Day 18

Something I regret:
There is one thing that comes to mind. My freshman year I changed my major because my jerk of advisor basically crushed my dreams.  I wish I would have just stuck it out and proved him wrong. Instead I sat in my dorm room and cried, I called my parents and I made a drop of a hat decision to change my major. I regret that the decision was for him. I didn't pray about it which is not like me I just knew he told me I couldn't do it and that made my head reel. I have never quit anything or been told I couldn't do it. Now its too late. I'm not really sure what I want to do anymore. I have had some doors close and I'm hoping the right one opens up soon. Don't get me wrong I am on this path for a reason I just wish I could take an easy way to get where I am going, is that even possible? But, as silly as it seems thats my regret. I just hope once I graduate and I have found my place and am on the right path I can look back at this post and see that decision as the best move I ever made instead of the regret I see now. Now, I pray about it, everyday and I am looking forward to helping children...which after all is what I started out wanting to do back in 2007 but now its just a different spin on helping children. That is the silver lining. Like I said in my introduction children are my passion and if I am 90 years old and still impacting the life of children, that is something I won't regret because it won't matter how I got there, but that I am doing it.

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